Remember when the Left Behind series was BIG (I never read it)? Now we have Miracles from Heaven and Heaven is Real. They sound really schlocky so of course, I won't have anything to do with them. In the 90's, however, I did read Embraced by the Light and found it comforting? inspirational? intriguing? The Five People You Meet in Heaven was a good read, though not claiming to be anything other than fiction.
I am overwhelmed right now with the fear of leaving Adam behind. As life goes on and the "event" is further and further away I am terrified of letting go of things that tie me to him: a plant, a box of memorabilia, his car, his phone, his friends, visiting Springfield. I am terrified that he is alone and that somehow my hanging on to constant reminders is keeping us close.
Maybe it is time to begin a new phase and seek spiritual guidance in some way. I trust the universe will deliver this to me when I am ready to receive it. For now, I soldier on doing the best I can.
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He'll never be alone because you carry his heart. You carry his heart in your heart. You remember this, right?
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
I honestly had forgotten all but the last line. How appropo is that?
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