Dreaming

I think I slept about 6 hours. Pretty good. I woke up from a dream where Adam was lying in bed and I went over to say, "Don't ever, ever kill yourself" and hug him. I don't know if I told him or was just considering it, because I wasn't sure that was something I should say to him. It was always kind of delicate talking to him. I knew he would deeply consider anything I or anyone said, and I didn't want to make a mistake and make him feel worse.