I dreamt Adam came back again. I just want to hold onto that feeling or go back in the dream, but I also have to write it down.
I was in his bathroom and found Dulcolax drops, and then he was there, and I asked him if he used them, and he said, "Just when I need them." I told him I have a new solution. It then began to dawn on me that he had been gone.
Then we were in the kitchen and this is what transpired:
Me: We need to talk about where you were.
Adam: I have an alternate Mom and Dad.
Me: Her name is Violet...(there had been previous talk of the name or color Violet).
I know it's not much, but it gave me hope his soul is still out there and I will see him again. Maybe there is an alternate reality where he is temporarily living. Maybe death is like a really long dream.